Post Op Appt

Just got in from my latest post op appointment with Dr Rohde. Have I mentioned how much I like her? Cuz I do. She gets my weird humor and gives it to me straight. My kinda Doctor!

Today I actually asked if I could have copies of my xrays and asked if I had her permission to use her name in this little blog o' mine. She gave an enthusiastic "yes!" and even asked for the URL. So if you're reading, Doc, "hi!"

It was a pretty straight forward appointment. Cast cut off, arm xrayed, follow up with the doctor. Its not quite where she wants to see it, so the cast is ace bandaged back on until I can get it splinted. She had suggested using one of my old ones... but they all have a bend in the wrist, and I no longer do. So custom splint it is!

I popped over to hands/OT after my appointment and gave them my script and scheduled my appointment for tomorrow. Then I will be FREE from this cast! YIPPEE!!!!

So progress is being made and I'm a happier camper than I was the other day. Pain still sucks, but it's gradually getting better.

Here's my show and tell moment!

Alrighty, first set of x-rays are pre-op (before my surgery). I was nice and put the left on the left side, and the right on the right side. SO! The right side is a fairly normal/healthy wrist. The left side is pretty jacked up. From the side you can see how my metatarsals (hand bones) are not lined up with my radius and ulna (forearm bones). There is a definite disconnect when you compare them side by side.

The dysfunction is even more obvious looking from the top down. Look at my right hand. You can see all my little carpals (wrist bones) lined up nice and pretty. Then look at the left - they are all over the place! Some are even up on top of the others! Definitely not quite right...

And here we have it... The postop (after surgery) final product. This is my wrist. My hardware. My plate and 8 screws. My hand is crazy atrophied (where the muscle shrinks away from disuse), so it is super skinny. My middle finger metatarsal is also slightly crooked to the left, so it gives my hand a slight bend to the outside... but I suspect as I build the muscle back up in my hand, it will flesh out and not be so noticeable.

There you have it, folks. I'll post pics tomorrow if my splint is finished.

Silver Ring Splints

Someone got a Christmas present early... My silver ring splints arrived!! We somehow managed to miss ordering my left thump DIP joint, so that one has been re-ordered... but the rest are in my possession and on my fingers. I'm typing with them on RIGHT NOW. And I have to be honest... My fingers feel AMAZING. I cried at OT today as I zipped up my jacket to leave - I could actually zip up my jacket without any knuckles buckling. They didn't hurt. It was AMAZING. I feel so blessed to have these tools!!

Now to that I feared would be the tricky part... I needed to figure out a way to store them when I have to take them off! There are currently 17 of them (soon to be 18) and they are all different sizes. Well, technically 3 of them are the same size, but I just have to learn/memorize who goes on what joint! So I mentioned this to hubby and he suggested something really quite helpful! He went out and purchased a foam core block that has sections that punch out - it's originally used for storing miniatures - but it worked out just great for the rings! I punched out individual homes for each ring, and there was enough room left over to also create spots for my wrist brace and both thumb braces. Yay!!

And now, for some pictures!

What they look like from underneath:

 

Fingers all braced up and ready to go:



 My fingers look really really swollen in this picture:

Storage container, with all rings and braces inside:

 

Silver rings looking all sparkley and pretty:





Feeling A Little Defeated

I've been working really hard at both OT and PT the past 2 weeks. I'm tired, I'm sore all over, and I just feel blah. Yesterday was my designated stay at home with the kids day, and I just wanted to cry 75% of the day. It was SO HARD. I was just so tired... and my hands and wrists are just so shot, I couldn't wrangle the kiddo's like I used to. Previously simple tasks I took for granted are now next to impossible... Picking up my little boy, snapping him in his car seat, pushing a shopping cart...

I knew things were going to be different, that I was going to have to get used to the "new normal." I lost one career, the second is hanging in the balance. If I lose my identity as a parent too I'm not sure what will be left of me...

Keeping it together... barely.

In other news, still no word on my silver ring splints. The OT's suspect that the delivery may have been delayed due to the holiday. Fingers still crossed they arrive before Christmas... Silver lining indeed!

Edit:
Of course as I'm feeling all mopey, I pop on facebook and am greeted by this:

 

Point taken, universe. Point taken... ;-)



Seriously??

Dislocated a toe tonight. That was NOT fun. Apparently my body didn't get the memo that we are only blowing out one body part at a time. That was really annoying. Taped the toe to the next one over for stability. Perhaps I should look into toe splints too as my toes tend to bend over backwards...

And now I'm going to bed.

Annoyed...

Finger Splints pt II

Got the rest of my knuckles measured for my finger splints. Now the battle begins to get them ordered/paid for by my insurance company. I have a back up plan if that doesnt work out, but I would rather not go down that road. So fingers gently crossed for insurance coverage. Orthopaed is 100% in support of the splints and said she will write the prescription for them. I may have picture updates in a couple weeks of my newly splinted fingers!

She has also given me the recommendation of a couple other rheumatologists whom she feels would be more appropriate. One of which is the same name that my moms PCP recommended (the same PCP I'm meeting with on tuesday!). I'll give this new guy a call and see what he says. Hoping he's more supportive and less of a shit than the last one.

Told both the PT and the ladies in OT about my verbal boxing match with poopy-rheum. They were all so proud of me for speaking up and not settling. I'm pretty proud of me too. :)



I also talked with the PT a bit today about the different types of Ehlers Danlos. She suspects I may have type I or type II, in addition to hypermobility type, but as she's not an MD, she can't diagnose me (which I knew, its just been nice to pick someone elses brain who knows a lot about it!). I think I'll do a couple posts on just the different types, just for knowledge sake.

Finger Splints

Today was another day of measuring/sizing for my finger splints at OT. She gave me a set of cheapy plastic ones to try on one finger to see how they feel and see if they are effective for me. The difference I feel already is SIGNIFICANT in just the few knuckles I have braced. So now I just need a script from my Orthopaedic Surgeon (no prob there, she knows I'm an anomoly and will do just about anything I ask to make sure I am comfortable) and to run it by my insurance company and convince them it is a medical necessity. I think I'll send them the following pictures and see what they say...

Without Splint:

With Splint:

Do you see the difference? Because I sure as hell do. Plus I FEEL a difference. Typing right now doesn't hurt in that finger. I'd forgotten what not being in pain felt like... If this is it, sign me up. I'll start selling my plasma NOW to get my hands taken care of.